MONEY GAME !

i dont understand one thing or rather i understand everything ??!!
M confused.
money is such an important part of our lives or money in our life ??!!
M confused.
People try to show off or people actually show off ??!!
huh M FCKING CONFUSED !!!!
anyways so u guys must have got the point that m confused in life !
be it the career or the girl i want or the kinda passion/hobby i want to have or the organization i m in !
huh y the fck on earth i m confused ??
i have come across an equation which goes like
time (directly proportional to) money.
so it means that i have been losing up shit loads of money since birth!!??
fck maan !
i dont know what to believe, what attitude should i have, what time schedule should i follow !
huhuhuhuhuhuh

V-magazine !!!

okay so heres the plan !!
a genius in my college has planned for a college or rather campus magazine!
name not yet decided !
i thought the idea sucks but later i thought it is good !
a college like ours should have a magazine like that !
anyways it will be obviously for free and it will be open for comments !
one thing is for sure in this college if u want change be the change ! bookish but i know it is true in our fcked up college.
so ladies kids and the super hot secy gals and ya of course the gentlemen post in your comments about the type of magazine we should have and ya also the name !
and ya give in your ideas !
sexy ones !
should be different . and ya atleast colleges on sagar road should have their asses burning after looking at our mag !!
adios

lol it is !!

F*ck !
i m drunk !
i dont know y did i even touch the bottle !!
huh !
devdas avatar m having right now and on the top of that drinking !!
lol situation it is !
i dont even no what on earth m typing !
i just wanna say one thing !
m kind of a bit retard but m not that bad !
m a good guy !
i think !
i dont know !
people call me stupid idiot cheap etc etc (maa behan also )
but i aint that bad i think !
i think i should sleep :P :P
before i make myself more embarrassing when i wake up tomoro morning and check all my friends giving me abuses !
adios kidds !! :*

cheap me !

someone today said that m cheap !
i agree !
i m cheap
never living up to anybodys expectation is in my traits !
i dont know whats wrong with me
i have become so shameless literally that i have lost my self respect !
completely !
my brain is my enemy !
i can only blame !
huh !
my life sucks !
or i made it so sucking !
i can never improve !
didnt know who to talk this out to !
i found blogging the best way to that !
i m so fuCked !!

my ins-piration :P

here's something about my inspiration !!
someone today asked whose your inspiration in life ??
my answer to that is "ME"
you read it write !!
i am my own inspiration !
i look at my own self when ever i m in trouble or out of control or what ever situation i m in
and then place my self as a third person and look at the situation and think whats going wrong and how can i improve that
lol !!
that is all bullshit i wrote !
actually what keeps me going in spite of having regrets in life is the strive and hunger to achieve excellence, A stage in life where ppl look up to me as an inspiration.
A job is never done to prove anybody else wrong . its only proving your self right .
too much of philosophy !!
:P
one last advise to ppl is to keep cool, never get frustrated with life ! adios

regret ??!!! :|

i promised someone that my next blog will be about my inspiration
but this blog is about what i regret , i dont know whether i should use the word here but ya my regret in life
i just happend to be watching this video of C,Ronaldo "impossible is nothing"
i dont know what i regret about . me not playing soccer as a profession or me not even giving it a try !
people say study now or you'll regret for the rest of your life but isnt it same for sports !
they say u wont be satisfied from with in , NOW is the time !!
how does it matter , m not happy even now .
only hoping will be someday !!
huh !
still cant call it as regret ! :|

life !!!

my life is like oooooooooooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oooooooooooooooooooo
!!!
lol
okay writing a blog is like talking to your self !! which is good !
but the only problem is that it is public !! :P :P
so basically blogging is like crazy !
huh !!
dont know m talking random shit !
anyways my life is awesome !!
dont know y !
my attendance is like horribly F*cked !(33.33%)
college scene is a bit worse
mom not giving me money
but still m happy .
dont know y ! :P
anyways i hope ill come up with something sensible on my blog !!
so that if anyone is actually reads them , they shouldnt think m crazy !! :P :P
adios :)