cheap me !

someone today said that m cheap !
i agree !
i m cheap
never living up to anybodys expectation is in my traits !
i dont know whats wrong with me
i have become so shameless literally that i have lost my self respect !
completely !
my brain is my enemy !
i can only blame !
huh !
my life sucks !
or i made it so sucking !
i can never improve !
didnt know who to talk this out to !
i found blogging the best way to that !
i m so fuCked !!